Originally released as Blendwerk in 1996 (retracted after 1,200 copies), reissued as Party in 1998, 1,900 copies sold in only 10 days, with four bonus tracks from the 1992 album. Lyrics archived from the original source documents.
Punishment Park, 1998
Who are these people in my kitchen
Why is there a queue by the bog
When I walk into my living room
I can't find my dog
What's that smell in the corner?
Did somebody die?
Looks like turtles have finished their dinner
Oh! I'm having a party, that's why!
I let everybody in
I have bottles of gin
I let everybody in
Come contribute with a sin
Let's do our faces in!
A raided fridge
Cigarette burns
Toiletries savaged
Funny the way things turn
My cat Fred has not been fed
Where is that cat-food I forgot to buy
Is it that spread on my bed?
Heck! I'm having a party, that's why!
Who are these people in my kitchen
Why is there a queue by the bog
When I walk into my living room
I can't find my dog
The cat has done its fair share
Just look at that, over there
Shit! It's my flat, I'm out of here
I let everybody in
I had bottles of gin
Contributed with a sin
Now I'm on my own
With a flat upside down
Punishment Park, 1998
Sometimes I feel obliged to stay, even there is nothing more to say
Sometimes it's hard to tell you things, I try to express it through the words I sing
It's so hard, now you hold the triumph card, and it always turns out pathetic
When I try to be apologetic
I want to tell you that I'm sorry, and try not to worry
But you are constantly on my mind
Yes, you are constantly on my mind
Sometimes I find it hard to think, the less I try the deeper I sink
There's nothing in my head to find, now I'm pulled down the blinds
There's only you on my mind
I want to call around at night, cuddle up in bed and it will be alright
It doesn't work that way, you've told me not to
I'm so ashamed, oh, what can I do?
Sometimes I find it's necessary to beg, I don't want to but I'm clutched to your leg
I saw you wouldn't speak to me, until you got your apology
You'll never know how it feels to bleed
It is for your understanding I plead
Punishment Park, 1998
When torment is the core
And you don't wanna sacrifice
Nothing ain't nothing anymore
Just when your body's getting older
And your heart is getting colder
The future is wiping out the past
Darkness is ahead of you
Another moment tightens the screw
Tomorrow is just another loss
Concrete dream
The final scream
For those who are left
To die
Punishment Park, 1998
Your pulse is cut open
But you still insist
Coming to me with your problems
And that I hold your hand and not your wrist
It has brought disgrace upon your face, disperse yourself into space
But do it in your own pace
Discerning qualities are easy to fake
Stop playing psychologist
You'll always be a rake
Don't waste my time
There ain't nothing I can't find
That haven't caused a crime
In your screwed up mind
Your ego was not to be, you copied me, you copied me
Your ego was not to be
You went into plagiarism
But don't copy me and altruism
You keep telling me this time is the last
But then you mess it up and come too fast
Punishment Park, 1998
Sometimes you tear me into shreds, well knowing I will silence your mouth by just ignoring you
"What's the matter?" you say, always too damned notorious
And you won't understand even though it's obvious
Then you tell me that you hate me, and you say I don't care
Then you give me the usual heartbroken stare
Shall we do this again and again or shall I smash up your sickening brain
Shall we do this again and again
I know I was raised to be my only friend
But your well chosen words are torturing me again
Tough as I am your words run right past
But my toughness could well have been made of glass
I know very well I'm not emotional dismembered
But my feelings for you get sometimes too tempered
Shall we do this again and again or shall I smash up your sickening brain, and I know, yes!
I know, and I've heard what you've said about the one billion negative quotes in my head
A boot in my stomach a punch in my face, then your words like wolves howling your case
And once again the weekly hooted up phone "sod off, bastard" and "leave me alone"
And I know, yes I know, and I've heard what you say about the one billion negative quotes in my head
Shall we do this again and again or shall I smash up your sickening brain
Kick you in the face and throw you in the dirt
And then once and for all show you what you're really worth
Show you what you're really worth
Punishment Park, 1998
I wanna be a starfish
Down below where no fishing-rod can reach me
Highly strung, almost citharish
However cold and wet a sea
I wanna be a starfish
I went too far, saw only shipwrecks and despair
I wanna be a starfish
Can you hear me out there?
A silent scream from inside of me
However cold and wet a sea
I wanna be a starfish
Black as tar is the inner me
I wanna be a starfish, cut me off
And I'll get back twice on three
Five feet on the ground, I turn around
Suck you up my arse, my mouth, my kiss
I had one wish
I wanna be a starfish
Punishment Park, 1998
Tired of listening to politicians
Discussing the problems facing the earth
Expensive meetings, expensive hotels
Keep on babbling hypocritical friends
While they keep on preaching their foul life
The forests are dismembered, more and more
Day by day
Start acting now, start acting now…
The fresh air slowly disappears
Ozone layer packed with holes
And deadly beams of sun overdose
Very soon it'll be too late
Too late to save the planet
Lack of faith, do not sit back
Start acting now, start acting now…
Think of what you use and throw away
Just think about it
We'll reach the end one sunbeamed day
Start acting now, start acting now…
Punishment Park, 1998
I'm a princess
(not for long)
Happy in a fool's caress
I do like Calaf, bang the gong
(don't get me wrong)
But I don't dare to write a lovesong
Come out flat, tells me nought
A broken heart is good for the art
The fear of rebuke is so strong
I stole this song
But I don't dare to write a love song
Scrutinized by art police
Stop it please!
If this is only self defence it makes no sense
But I don't dare to write a… eh… lovesong
Punishment Park, 1998
Shaky knees, slippery surface, hybrid, humid and soundless
Sick but rough, had enough, so bugger off
Shut the fuck up, close the candy shop
Stripped, bared, naked, destined for the ground
You push me, push me around
Can't please you all, I always please you all
Your life is such a big yawn
And my account is overdrawn
Like tears under an eyelid, vulva volcano like tears
Another time, another direction, right now inappropriate reaction
Laugh at me, and you're mistaking badly
I piss on you and you love me madly
Rosy, pink as candyfloss, sweet as apple pie
Silky, slimy, sizzling slush running down my thigh
I can't please you all, I can't please you all
I make you stand up, I make you fall
Like tears under an eyelid, vulva volcano like tears
Cover my eyes like a fog
I react to you like Pavlov's dogs
You're at the arse-end of rainbow, vulva volcano
Punishment Park, 1998
One: There are people you hide from that you don't like
Two: Then there are those you wait for but who are always late
Three: Then there are those you don't mind talking to whilst waiting
for the ones in category two
Four: Then there's the ones you hate
You hang around, legs aching and you wouldn't like to know
How much the barman is making,
And all the money you blow whilst waiting
Watching people come and go
The barflies have started timing you
Walking 'round the bar,
And finally the people you look for
There they are!
Sadly they're the ones, when they see you they're gone
Not peculiar though, they place you in category one!
You hang around, legs aching and you wouldn't like to know
How much the barman is making,
And all the money you blow whilst waiting
Watching people come and go
Finally then, what's the score
It seems we move rapidly from category one to four
And you are waiting, waiting for the hard core
But you're not part of it
You're a bore
That nobody waits for…